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Dragon
dragon_arceus

Okay so I have just about the worst luck these days when it comes to relationships. I mean seriously, getting shot down once on grounds of someone not being ready for a relationship is one thing but for it to happen twice in a row is jus plain bad luck.

I'm starting to think I've lost my touch and there's just no one out there who could be interested in me. It shouldn't be this difficult to find a good woman who wants a relationship. It'd probably also help if I wasn't so attracted to those who are hesitant about relationships to say the least.

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Dragon
dragon_arceus

Why do I feel so bad? There is jus so reason that would explain it. I've had a good day, sure the Nuzlocke thing didn't work out and i didn't save before turning it off but that ain't a reason to feel like this...
I hate being alone, I jus want someone to be close to on a night and hold. A reason to go to bed early and get up in a morning. Why is that too much to ask...?

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Dragon
dragon_arceus

Sometimes I think there's jus something wrong with me. I rely on other peoples company way too much anti the point I can't even cope being on my own without wishing someone was around to talk to. I used to never have a problem sleeping at night or finding something to fill the time. But now I jus lay around unable to sleep and having noone around to distract me from the loneliness and why should they? It's my problem not theirs. It's jus ridiculous. What happened to make me like this. And more importantly, when will it stop?

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Dragon
dragon_arceus

Why is it that no matter how good a day I've had, once everyone's gone to bed I feel like shit... Sometimes I wonder what the point in anything is, can't even blame exam nerves since right now I couldn't care less about it... I jus want someone to talk to at night and hold as we fall asleep.

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Dragon
dragon_arceus

Why are women seemingly united in the purpose of driving me mad... Am I missing something or is it jus bad luck that everything jus doesn't wanna work out the way I'd prefer it to?

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I never learn...
Dragon
dragon_arceus

For all the genius I say I possess, i still make the same stupid mistakes every time. Why can't I learn to just let things lie?

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Tempus fugit
Dragon
dragon_arceus
13 months... its been around 13 months since I last used this place... My last post an outpouring of the... well, almost neglect I felt from my family because of the sheer indifference toward my choice of hobby. What's new in the last 13 months in my life...
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Dragon
dragon_arceus
*brushes dust off livejournal account*
yeah i havent been posting for a while, almost a year according to that funky little calendar thing. but then i guess i havent really had anything to say. though the fact that perhaps no one actually reads this contributes a little to the reason behind its seeming abandonment...
so the little voice in my head says why now? cos now i have something to get off my mind and this is perhaps the only place left for me to do it where im not bothering anyone and i dont get ridiculous comments from people.
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so much time so little to write...
Dragon
dragon_arceus
looks like i forgot about posting again... i really shouldnt but ah well, im not sure if thers anyone who even reads this. its jus something else to use up my inexhaustible supply of time.
well wat have i done in the last 4 weeks... i went to a folk week festival... man that was fun, got caught in a video singing after a production i was in, but ah well gd times. definitely going back next year no matter what, its jus got to be done.
after that, went to stay with my brother for a week, try and get rid of some worries on my mind bout uni since they were draggin their heels. nothing done by the time i came back 2 weeks ago.
since then, ive been back nd forth on my bike to town and uni and back again darting around like the proverbial fly to make sure i was on the ryt course with finance sorted.  total mileage covered? oh something between 20-30 miles easily.
for the past few days ive been chilled, ive been told finance is officially out of my hands now so i bought the last darren shan book, ordered the fate/stay night manga upto the latest volume and bought guitar hero on tour for ds. started it tonight, 100% on each of the 5 songs ive been playing. true its only on easy mode, but gotta start with small steps since the songs are new to me.
played a bit of mario kart lately as well. only got 4 cups left to go on the mirror tracks and im done, theyll be done tomorrow if i feel like it.
aside from a little bit of story writing, thats jus about it... dont i lead an exciting life(?!)

shine you bugger
Dragon
dragon_arceus
after a cumulative 6 hours and 766 resets, i still dont have my shiny darkrai. as patient as i can be with this game its starting to grind me down. i reckon ill end up giving up if i get to around 5000 with nothing.
as for guitar hero, gave up on hard mode, got something like 8 requests still to complete but i dont have the skill to do them yet so i started expert mode and so far im not doing too badly. got a couple requests i cant do yet but ill go back to them later on i reckon

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